My dad finally noticed I’m not the same person anymore. Lol. At least he’s helping me.
Kinda wish we could talk more. I feel like we drift during these times of not speaking to each other orally, not through text. I dont know. Everytime we want to talk I get scared I may not be able to hold the conversation cause you over hear are too fab to think of some haha. But when we talk we always find something. sigh. I miss you. During these lonely times, I get so caught up with other things, when you get chance to talk, I’m already busy :/
Can’t even state my point without getting lectured, threatened, or anything. Fucking bullshit. Whatever. Mouth shut for good. No use in saying anything. Losing my trust slowly.
So many emotions, no way to describe them
I’m tired of hearing “Next time”
I ain’t even mad. LOL. I’m so used to this, or I’m just very compassionate LMAO
Wow. If this actually leads to a dead-end, because of me. I’m never going to forgive myself.