He gave me so many warning and chances.
Forgive me God. Clear my mind. I rest this in your hands.
I’m a disgrace for everything I used to stand for.
I’m too prideful to admit I’m the one causing problems.
sometimes I feel like I anger, annoy, and sadden you more than I make you happy…
I’m never done with feeling these emotions, am I? Always feeling like a nobody, when I’m not.
Deep down inside I KNOW I’m not the one you really wanted.
You’re not perfect and I understand that but don’t you dare expect me to be perfect either.
You’re such a fucking hypocrite. Such a fucking hypocrite. Fucking illogical also. Unjust, unfair, and show favoritism through the fucking roof.